GodMakesMyDreamsComeTrue.....: Friends... A gift from HIm

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Friends... A gift from HIm

People walk in and out of your life.. as years past, i become more skeptical about the notion of "forever friends". Today in the car, dad was telling me that mum was commenting that "XXX not really that close to me but only comes when she needs help". My parents- didn't expect them to even notice such things.. Dad says that he assured mum that even if i allow pple to take advantage of me.. that i have my reasons and that i will still earn and not lose my character.

"the meek will inherit the kingdom"- this is the verse that always assures me to be more giving.. sometimes i am not really as giving as what pple percieved me to be.. the struggle within me is just not spelt out.. but i guess i want to grow in character and constantly i asked the Lord to help me to not be calculative.

Uncle passed away.. and it seems that he faced difficulty in raising money for his funeral.. that his friends at his death did not acknowldge him and turn their backs to him.. makes me wonder if i die, who will truly cry for me.. for these are the pple i have impacted and left a legacy in.

FRiends.. ha... they are a gift.. but what mum sae really made me wonder if the friends ard me are there cos i can give them that security and meet those needs.. are there those who wants to love me and give to me?

It's strange how some people can become cold overnight.. makes me feel that relationships are transient.. but You are different YOu are faithful even when i am faithless.. where can i find someone like you..

It used to be my dream that in every stage of my life that i bring a friend back to HIm.. i thank God for using me and may i continue to be that bridge.. not asking for returns just to be remembered as a friend.

" i am hungry... ha... for good food.. "

posted by raethelamb @ 5:58 AM

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