GodMakesMyDreamsComeTrue.....: pursued by Him..

GodMakesMyDreamsComeTrue.....

Monday, October 09, 2006

pursued by Him..

I feel like i'm falling.. falling in love with You again! It's amazing how our relationship has so many dimensions to it.. I used to see you as a friend and Father.. and more and more i realise that you are my lover, pursuing me, courting me.

As i was reading the book, "captivating" on the part about how you pursue us with things of the nature.. to wow us, i look up at the windows of the train.. to catch the beautiful sight of the drizzle. I haven't seen one like this for such a long time and you whispered to me that this drizzle is sent by you as your expression of love to me. I used to wonder if my prince charming like some songs say will fetch me the stars in the sky, etc.. and true enough.. you did it.

When the train went through the tunnel, i saw my reflection in the window facing me.. and He said, " Look at yourself, aren't u beautiful? That's how i feel about you and see you." It was that instance that i felt the prettiest, to be able to hear my lover say that.

Just a few days before... i saw this bird rushing across the road.. in a panicky manner.. it was such a cute sight.. and i just smile to myself.. and i heard Him say again, " You are finally smiling, it's been long since i saw the smile on ur face." I felt so touched that He was using means and ways to bring that smile on my face.. my lover..

He is really such a romantic God.. He brought to my mind, how in the past, when i was shaken by some stuff . i asked Him to show me a reason for being happy.. and the next moment, when i looked down at the road while waiting to cross it, i saw inscribed on it, "Jesus loves you".. each time till this day whenever i pass by that road.. i will steal a look at His love message to me and this never fails to cheer me up...However this r/s with him developed further into that with a lover.. when i was in Indonesia.. the Lord actually showed me through words written on a fence, "Melissa cantik sekali" (Melissa is very pretty). heh.. i guess He is the only one who will tell me that i am beautiful so many times... and Pastor actually said that it was the Lord's affirmation to me.

Dear lover, you are so sweet to me.. the ways you speak to me.. so unique and special.. maybe cos u know my love language is words of affirmation? I love you too and you are the most handsome guy in my life. *muacks*

posted by raethelamb @ 11:35 PM

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